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Please read before viewing my video.
The music video that you are getting ready to view is very personal and dear to my heart. I would need hours to explain to you the entire process of all my Heavenly Father did in my life over the past few years; so remember there is more to the story than what you are viewing. In 1985 my husband and I started going to a marriage counselor. I was very angry, depressed and even suicidal. Learning who I was in Christ and how to forgive brought enormous healing into my life. The “Exchanged Life” presented in Galatians 2:20 and Romans 6, 7 & 8 is THE TRUTH that I believe every person needs to understand in order to walk in victory. Jesus wants to be your very life! I received so much healing that I wanted to help people in the way we were helped so I pursued my discipleship counseling training with GMI in Marietta, GA. When I went through my internship in 1991 I started having flashbacks of sexual abuse. When I read the required books about abuse we noticed that I had many of the symptoms of a person who had experienced sexual abuse. It was a known fact that my childhood involved spiritual, physical, emotional and verbal abuse but the fact that sexual abuse was also in my past was now surfacing around the age of 39. In 1998 I began waking up in the middle of the night with panic attacks and having reoccurring dreams. I was very fearful and very anxious and began a mission to get this part of my life “fixed.” And the quicker the better! Now I know that God’s timing with my healing was a gift to me. If He had dumped everything into my lap at once, I would have been overwhelmed. God used many counselors to bring healing to my soul little by little by little over the past 11 years. He also used a ministry called “Healing for the Nations” in 2001 to bring enormous healing through a week long retreat. Toward the end of 2008 God decided it was time to bring some closure to this painful area of my life. To bring closure meant God had to go a little deeper in the wounds of my heart. God used a wonderful friend and a wonderful counselor to guide me through the deep healing of my heart through getting me in touch with the little girl inside me that was hurting so badly. I was not very open to this type of therapy until God, HIMSELF, convinced me that this technique was indeed ordained by HIM.
I do not believe every person needs to go through this experience, however, there are some people who have experienced trauma in their past who are deeply wounded. I would ask such a person to pray about this type of therapy and let their Heavenly Father guide them ever so gently into a huge discovery that can change their life. The discovery of who they were as a child, what they believed as a child and how to help that little child heal.
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